Didn't sleep well as usual though I did talk to lots of people on the phone. Because of the morphine my eyes get all crusty and painful, so its sometimes painful not only to move but also to open my eyes.
Today I think the fam and Jo, old teacher of mind, are planning on coming. It will be good times though I worrry that the whole "what are we going to do about the Arizona trip." thing will get brought up again. I say they just go, and I'll stay somewhere else. Who knows what will happen.arg arg arg, stupid, very stupid.
I think I need to go back to sleep now, I'm dozing off as I type this. I'm workin on hangin in there, its just so hard sometimes. Just wanted to give a short update.