February 18th, 2003

Fiona and me in the snow

another entry

I do feel better today, I swear I do. Just finished my one cup (and a bit) of coffee, and I have a lot more energy today. Yesterday, I spent most of the day tryint to recover from the weekend which was wonderful I might add, more later about that, and sleeping. I didn't turn on the computer yesterday mostly because I just didn't feel like it. Well, today it's on, and I'm searching for things to do, things to keep my mind alive. I'm also trying to destress about uni stuff and my future. So, I'm ow listening to some UK radio on the internet and trying to come up with something coherent/well-written to put in my journal. I don't think I'm doing the "well-written" thing really well yet, but we'll see.

Amber left yesterday morning after a really good weekend. I felt much better on Sunday so we were able to hang out and have a good time. We had fun doing Kelsea's 21st birthday party, and ate a lot, I unfortunately felt better afterwords which sucked, but at least I felt better. We wished that the visit could have lasted lonter, but that will happen in about five weeks as I have heard from others during her spring break. I honestly don't know how I'll manage for the next month; I'm not feeling sappy here, it's just that here at home I'm quite lonely because I spend so much time here alone with not many people to tal to. They haven't been very helpful at the university getting my materials to me and getting lectures taped so I have no work to do. So I'm left to read people's journals, and try to think about happy things and not about how much I wish I could go back to school/be somewhere else. I know that me and Amber annoy each other at times, but I can say for sure now that I miss her very much now and can't wait till she comes back to annoy me again, grin.

She got home yesterday after many delays due to the snowstorm. It turned out that Kent State classes got cancelled yesterday which sucked because she could have stayed an extra day with no problems. That's ok, readjustment to uni life must happen sooner or later and I'm sure she will do fine.

I'm not planning on doing much today except for possibly doing some more writing/musing and watching news. Must contact Teresa to see about getting my materials sent to me so I can take a test in Dr. Turpin's class. I'm thinking of going to my Mom's school tomorrow or soon just to get out of here for a while. Maybe I'll be able to help some people out too with maths or science, that's the primary thing I want to do, help people out, but keeping my mind occupied is first priority. I think I love to learn too much, and when I'm deprived of that, I'm overcome with an overwhelming desire to do it. When I'm in uni, why don't I want to do work? I guess it's partially because I take it fo granted, having smething to do besides sitting here. I'm sure I'll come up with soe way to muse on that later, so I'll close now and wait for more dvine intervention to come so I can come up with something cool to write.
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Fiona and me in the snow

something to do

Just sitting here eating lunch: A sallad, tomato soup and a Coke, I might add some cheeze its to the lunch but not yet. I think I've figured out what I might be able to do to occupy myself or at least give me something good to think about. I have been thinking about doing a show somewhere on the internet Celtic exclusive, and I am thinking I might write my friend Steve and see what the proceedure might be for joining Acb Radio. Now that TPR is dead, I am thinking that this might give me an outlet to bring Celtic back, as I never had any problems with the ACBRI standards. They've already said that I might be able to come back, but doing this might allow me to be productive and do something besides KXUA stuff which I have yet to do actually, this weekend will be the first one. Hopefully the network will be good, for both projects. I figured out that my wireless network card has an actual external antenna so si why the thing has been dropping on and off all the time. It's much better now. I still don't know what I'll do but I think I'll just have to think a bit more about it and see if I really think I have the time to do both shows, and see how that goes. Who knows, at least it will give me something to do, something to think about. Things are looking up a bit more, more later.