This morning, I went to class as usual, and then to bell at 9 to do this design project with a group member. I don't know what I was thinking, but what I should have done rather than coming back here and eating lunch was go to my analytical class. It wasn't until just now in reading my email that I realized that I had totally missed class. It wasn't like I didn't have time to go to class, but I just totally spaced it. Its not like I'll miss much by doing that, but I really really hate missing class. I feel like I'll miss something crucial or just generally self-destruct. I either need to get less dedicated ro stop forgetting things that are simple. I don't generally like writing things down, i.e. keeping a calendar, because its a bit redundant in my mind. Its times like these, the days which I forget to go to class because I have no clue what day it is, or something to that effect, that I wonder if I shouldn't start keeping track of things better. Arg, big arg. More later, must find a way to calm down.