November 16th, 2003

Fiona and me in the snow

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I really need to stop waking up at ungodly hours of the morning after going to bed really early, I really do. I also need to find some motivation to do this work I need to do. In short, I need to do many things that I haven't, or won't, do right away. No harm done I suppose.

So that said, I've made a pot of coffee and I'm sitting here listening to jazz and contemplating doing work. My lab partner Krystal won't be able to come to give me data and sicuss it until later this evening, and my sister has invited me to go to church with her. What I really should do is both things, but I'm leaning toward staying here and writing the introduction and finishing these questions from a previous lab report. So much work to do today, its not funny. I just hope I can draw a few ounces of energy and motivation out of some random part of my being.

Tomorrow its going to rain, and I'm somewhat glad I'll have only two classes so I won't have to get out in it. Its interesting that since I have moved from Arizona my view on rain or the lack thereof has changed. If you'd have asked me a while ago, I'd have said I ***loved*** rain wnd would like it to rain continuously. Now, I've had all the rain I can handle and though I like studying in a warm room with the pitter patter of raindrops on my windows, getting out in it into the cold ran really annoys me.

Suppose I should get started.
Fiona and me in the snow

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There are few things that I don't like about myself. The only thing that I really don't like is the fact that I can hurt myself easily. It was kind of hot in here this morning so I went across my room to open both of my windows. Apparently I'm too strong for myself and when I was opening the window by my bed, I pulled probably my pectoral muscles. Now my ribs near my right pectoral (chest) muscle hurt a lot. Maybe I should take some adville ro something. After the pain subsides I hope to concentrate enought o do work. I am frustrated.